I recently made a bet with someone about something. It is going to possibly take a long time before we know who wins but for the moment it looks like I am going to lose. So I am already making plans for what I need to do for this person if I do indeed lose.
I am not feeling well at all today. Mostly emotionally, but also a little under the weather physically. Everything just sucks right now. I can’t spend the holidays with the one person I most want to spend them with, instead I have to be with people I would rather not be around. I am not at all happy right now. Very far from happy.